I was driving to work this morning....as usual, i took the ldp and the toll was as usual filled with cars queueing up...

While i was in a queue in one of the lanes...suddenly a car just passed by my car very fast, i mean really really fast....as in it just zoomed thru the tiny space between my car and the car at the next lane and jumped into the long queue next lane....

Fine lar...i do admit that i do that sometimes especially when im in a hurry or 'accidentally' went to 'i thought it was a queue lane'...

 
Yup...this is the car that zoomed passed my car out of a sudden...

But i don't knocked other people's car's side mirror and pretend nothing happened....in which this fu*king car's side mirror knocked my side mirror while in it's process of zooming into the neighbouring lane...

Worst still....the driver didn't even slow down (what to say stop) or look back to show any signs of regret for hitting my side mirror....he or she just ignoringly speeded it's way thru and cut the queue..

I understand that in such conditon where there was so many cars, it's impossible to stop the car lar unless you wanna make the traffic worst and anger other drivers...but at least slow down a bit or turn back to give some apologizing signal lar....lucky my side mirror still attached to my car and only got scratched a bit at the side...but stillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.....you can just zoomed away like that wan mah....where are your moral values!!!!! i remember your number plate wan...B*L 8885....damn...i should go buy lottery ...maybe it's a sign wtf...

Well....i was too shocked from what happened (partly because it was still early in morning and i just woke up bout 15 minutes ago) and by the time i gained consciousness...the car was a bit far in front and its too late to horn at him/her coz the van or other cars in front might thought that i sounded the horn because i was just being impatient for being stucked in the jam wtf....therefore i just let the car zoom away and hopes that his/her side mirror that hit my side mirror will fall flat onto the road right after the toll, in which disappointedly, i didn't see any broken glasses anywhere after i passed the toll..

Oh well....other place also can lar...as long as his/her side mirror fell off....so that next time he/she will learn to be "berhemah in the jalan raya" wtf...

I just had a new haircut...im guessing that im pretty addictive to short hair now...

From i first chopped my waist-length hair...

to my first short hair after a very very very long....

and i've been keeping them short ever since...

So this is my latest hairstyle and the shortest i think i could ever go...

so damn short that i felt like an underage boy wtf....

but damn...i kinda like it as it gives an extremely different look on me....

So yah...i got a new hairstyle....and when my mum returned from work that day...i happily walked in front of her to show off my new haircut...mum noticed it after i model lookalike-turn in front of her and she said..

"Eh...you cut your hair har?? looks good on you..."

I was so happy *jumping up & down* for a mili-second before she continued to say...

"Make your face look fat fat round round"

I straight away felt that mr. cloudy had brought miss rainie all the way from england to be on top of my head....hence black cloudy cloud with rain pouring on top of my head...if you get what i mean...

Thanks ya mum...fat fat round round to my already roti canai and koala-look-alike face...

Im so depressed that i decided to 'look pau' her card tommorrow....wtf...

I know its been so damn long since i blog or visit this site ever since i started my job, which is now a history....it even took my some time before being able to find the button to click for new entries...but no worries....im back in action now...hopely it will last lar...haha...

Oh well, its been hectic and extremely busy for the past few months and im finally been released from 'hell' which was just before chinese new year....

I've been wanting to blog straight after my last day, which is the day before cny, in which i was still 'forced' to work until 4.30pm where all chinese staffs were allowed to leave at 3pm. However, blogging before cny didnt work as by the time i reached home, it was time for reunion dinner then after dinner i went straight to bed without realising it was already cny. Then i planned to blog on the last day on cny, but obviously it didnt work out as well coz the connection was so bad i lost all my inspiration to blog.

Oh well...lets have a very brief recap of what happened to me for the past few months (i know its none of your business but just pretend to be interested in this instance wtf)

1) Heavenly king, Jacky Cheung's concert

No need for me to say but everyone should know that he is always awesome!!!

2) Taiwan's famous singer cum song writer, Jay Chou's concert

 It was a kinda ok lar...since i cannot really hear what he was singing...but even he did sing out the words accurately also, i dont understand mandarin....despite he 'bites teeth not clear' (yau chee bu ching), i seriously think that his songs are quite good and he is indeed talented lar...he played the piano, drums, guitar and the chinese piano...somemore Nam Quan Ma Ma was his guest...i like!

3) Renovated my room and got myself into a heavy debt for the renovation fees... and guess who i owe the money to???........................my elder brother!!! but its all out my own fault and stupidity and sympathy and my 'sui toh hou' wan...haih~~~ anyway...i got a bigger room now...

4) Went to genting during cny and discovered that Brother Lim is NOT as GENEROUS as Uncle Lim!!! In fact, he is not generous at all!!! he not only took back what i won from Uncle Lim last year...but ^&* times more that that!!! i dont like brother lim :( :( :(

5) Accepted that my younger brother is now big enough to take care of himself and sent him off to australia (with jealously deep at the bottom of my heart....i wanna go also!!!)

Once upon a time...so innocent and childish...

Now................four-eyed tortise (--!!!)

Now, i got no one to sayang anymore...sigh~~ i missed plucked his leg hair with my tweezer and expiliator whenever he annoyed me, hiding his long love, Twins with actual signature cds (dont think it will be effective anymore after the 'ah kiu ah son' incident), throwing pillows and punching his meaty arms whenever he doesnt do anything according to my command...sigh sigh sigh~~

6) Lost 3 kgs, i seriously think that its due to the work load and stress for the past few months....but just about 3 weeks after i ended the job, i gained back 2kgs...confirm its the work lar...

7) Pass my elemtary mandarin reading and writing lessons...now my mandarin level is the same as a primary 3 student....so dont play play leh...hehe...

Basically, that about it lar...i know i damn not happening...what to do lar...everyday also have to work...sometimes public holiday and weekends also need to work :(

Anyway...i know its a bit slightly too late now to make my new year resolution...i know lar...its almost 3 months late to make my resolutions now....but better late than never right....

So my resolutions are as follows: (damn..i sound like im writing report for my previous job like that)

1) To overcome the low confidence and pass the 'past failure'...this time would a 'die die also need to pass' situation as i wont allow anything to let me down twice...

2) Study at least 3 hours a day everyday until exams

3) Get a part time job or more than 1 if i need to to earn at least a four figure salary every month

4) Travel to at least one country outside malaysia....preferably australia, hong kong, taiwan, bali...actually anywhere besides malaysia lwill do lar...its been too long since i utilise my passport....

5) Settle my debt i owe to my brother

6) Continue my mandarin lesson until expert level...if i have the extra money and time...

7) Improve my yoga and spend more time on it

8) Find a motivation and an aim of what to do after clp...being a lost soul too long, i seriously need to know what i should do in future...

9) Experience something never occur but long awaited...wtf...

Thats all for today lar...hopely i got more entries come in...

Oh yah...i notice that no one actually come here anymore...i know its my fault lar...but i do need to earn a living wan ok...but do say hi or leave a msg so i kow who actually still read my craps...and also to prevent me from bitching/talking bad/pointing behind shoulders of some ppl lar...wtf...

When for an interview few days ago....dont ask me bout what job i applied for coz i bet you never heard of it and im tired of explaining for the 101 times what it is.....

Anyway...i was late for 15 minutes coz it was 9.30am and located in the heart of KL...traffic was so bad that i nearly gave up going for that interview...

Ok...late still ok....since i can blame it on the place as i had never been there and got lost on the way....

Then i used almost 20 minutes to fill up the 4 pages long form...which made the interviewer even more impatient...

Then when i entered the conference room..i was bombarded with lots of questions which i cant answer....She asked me bout what do i know bout the job and the company...i said some random words and gave up in the end saying that i had totally no idea bout the job and company...well, i just applied online for any job since i dont need to pay anything...might as well apply for as many as possible right...who knows they really call me wor..

Anyway...to impress potential employers...of coz have to fill up the forms with very decent answers...for example...sections that i thought they will never look at...HOBBIES n SPORTS...

I filled reading, surfing the internet and yoga for that section...guess what...she asked me whether am i an introvert or extrovert...knowing most employers wanting to hire someone extrovert...of coz i said extrovert....then she ask me 'how do reading, surfing the internet and yoga make you an extrovert?'...i was like...wtf...

Moral of the story -> never treat lightly when you are filling up your interview forms...its how the interviewers will contradict what you say....

Then she ask me whether do i drink?? (duh???) but again....of coz have to said no what....cannot let potential employers to know that you are an alcoholic mah....then again she said sometimes there will be meeting with the clients and its also about marketing....so this job actually requires some drinking ability...then i straight away tell her that 'erm...i do drink sometimes...depends on the occassion'...again she told me that im contradicting myself...wtf...

OK...nevermind...then she asked me if im given a chance...will i wanna be a police investigator....then i straight away answered NO....and she asked me why....and i did not know....i dont wanna be a police investigator thats mean i dont want lar...where got why want....out of desperation...i answered that i got a soft spot for someone who is weak and might be bias....wtf wtf wtffffffffffffffffffffff.....of all things....i answered SOFT SPOT!!!! wth....i really cannot believe i said that!!!

I was so damn embarrassed that i felt like slapping myself...i felt like leaving the room straight away and vow that this is for sure not the place im gonna work in...

I guess she was disappointed with me as well...then she said something like how bout coming in for anyday (hoping that i will not) and write something bout a picture she let me see....and i thought since i was there...might as well write it on the spot instead of going there again to embarrassed myself....and she gave me a problem question and asked me to write an essay on it..

I roughly did it as quickly as possible as i did not wanna stay there anymore....i thought she will just take my answers and ask me to wait for her call...but no...she read it straight and i guess it saved me a bit...coz she asked me whether was i interested in the job and will i be interested in the second interview...she said she will give me sometime to decide...i thought i can think bout it for a week or so....then she said 'give me a call by tomorrow morning and if you are interested, i will arrange the 2nd interview for you'.... (--!!!) that did not contribute to 'time to consider' !!!

Anyway...i went for the 2nd interview since she called me the next day at 9.30am!!! before i even had the chance to call her back...

The 2nd interview went pretty ok i guess...since i kinda have the idea what the work related etc...and i agreed to the job (despite humiliating myself during the 1st interview)...knowing that its a stressful and challenging job...but if i dont do it now...i might not have the chance to do it in future....it seems to be a pretty good job for long term career wise...so what the heck...

The bad thing...i was required to start ASAP...coz i think they are pretty much lack of staff to handle their current work load....so there goes my bumming life....thats the end of my carefree life :( *sob sob*

Between...the interviewer is gonna be my supervisor...and im suppose to report to her first day on work....how wonderful my life is...wtf...wish me luck...

Finally its O.V.E.R!!!!

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Actually it was over 4 days ago....but dont know why ppl already asking what im planning to do or what job im planning to find....

Hey...after being in the tension mood for more than 3 months....need time to adjust back to reality k....

And also need time to youtube all the series ive been depriving for so long....

Thats why for the past 4 days....i had acomplished my mission by completing a whole taiwanese series!!!

It feels GOOD!!!

Eventhou the series kinda sucks....but got Mike He...the oh-so-cute-n-pretty-n-handsome-with-electricfiring-eyes *blush* and the main actress also quite pretty, but i have no idea who the hell she is lar...

Anyway....to celebrate the end of my torture....i had a new hairdo just now....

Ive been itching to get the victoria beckham mushroom hair since its the style nowadays...but never really got the time to go to the salon....and i was kinda not really ready to chop of my curly long hair yet...and most importantly...i was damn broke...

But since my mum wanna cut her hair too and she will be paying for me if i tag along....so i thought......WHY NOT!!!

be prepared to see a new me....

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I got 'chicken-ed' and bail out last minute.....coz i think im not ready to let go my waist-length hair yet...

Instead...i got it staightened wtf....

It feels good to be able to stroke my hair with my fingers again after not combing my hair for almost a year...

Instead of getting a mushroom head....the hairstylist only trimmed off half an inch of my hair....and its still waist-length long...

But it feels so weird....it feels flat....i think i miss my curly hair

Luckily.....its only a blowjob temporary....it looks straight coz it was blew straight by the hairstylist...

Hopefully the curls will appear back after one wash.....

I planned to pass the day with simplicity....

Initially, i planned to wake up early in the morning n go shopping by myself (since its the megasales again) then bum in starbucks to get some studies done n go home for dinner....

Its not as pathetic or depressing at all...afterall...at the age of 23...i think i need to learn to do things by myself...

Besides...its not something to celebrate when reality hits you with the sudden increase of the 'NUMBER' / a step closer to spinsterhood wtf / the upcoming exams / totally clueless future / being like an undying parasite leeching on parents / achievement (non existent for my part) far apart from peers....and the next thing to know i may just wake up one day realising there are wrinkles beside my eyes, balding with gray hair wtf and sudden increase in weight...

But my plan failed...and its all because of them...

 
Thankz guys....had great time hanging out and a great distraction from the books....

And also thanks to all of you who send me messages, sms-es, cards, wishes n the prezzies....i know im blessed

And also not to be forgotten my dearest bros..who annoyingly rushed me home every 5 minutes so that i will get home before the end of the day...in which i reached home 5 minutes just before 12 ...and to be surprised with this...

Thankz bros!!! You guys are the best!!!

And oh yeah...just for your information....i did not get pissed or drunk this time k!!! this time around was passby with maturity...

This is all i had wtf....

Eventhou my plan failed....i still had fun...thankz everyone!!!

p/s: actually wanna attach a very long and emo message from beemby...but she prohibits me from exposing it here...anyway...thanks gal...i already saved the msg and if one day u did something to annoy me...i'll know what to do..hehehe *evil smile*

At first...i was kinda reluctant to go....

with the exams and all the overdue studying...

i was tired and restless...

somemore have to drive all the way up the hill....

i was lifeless with the though of getting there...

But........

She brought all in the mood in me again!!!

Sammi Cheng's Show Mi Concert Live in Arena of Stars, Genting

Thanks mw for insisting to go.....or else i will definately regret for missing it....

Surprisingly....arena of stars is really small....compare to bukit jalil stadium where i watched leehom's concert...its only like 1/4 of bukit jalil stadium...but i think i enjoyed her concert more than leehom's concert

But because of that...we got really good seats....among the 10 rows in front of the stage directly!!! eventhou its kinda corner...but its all worth it....

Sorry for the blurry pictures....but my camera is afterall a-3-year-back-model and only 3megapixels...

 
Diva in her multiple looks

Revealing her back....she doesnt look as skinny as i saw in the papers, which was a bit scary....she actually looks kinda healtier there...and mw said she looks happier compare to the last concert she went to...guess her long break does help....

I dont give it a damn if you call me cheapo, ciplak, fan pan, or infringement of copyright or whatsoever (as what beemby claimed...but i know she download japanese concerts and youtube a lot whenever she is in singapore too...so she is not any better than me)....but i cant help taking videos thru out the whole concert....even the security guard koko who was standing beside me didnt confisticate my camera for doing so....

This is the first time that i actually have to delete every single pictures in my camera to make space for the videos...surprising, the videos are so much clearer than the pictures :p

Lets face it...no matter how banana you are...im sure that you hear before at least one of her songs...all her songs definately bring back lots of memories and familiarities, since i've like her since standard 5...

All her songs were so damn nice and with my pathetic 512mb memory card....i didnt manage to record some of her greatest hits at the later part...

Few of my favourite numbers...

Everyone's favourite k-song, Mak Kai

 Her new song which i love it so much... Ai Ching Mann Sui

The mood thru out the concert was never down or bored eventhou when she was singing her famous slow numbers....it was so enjoyable and high with especially with her powerful voice and 'cheeky' dancing skill for her fast songs...she is definately good in bringing out the mood...

Her guest singer, Hins Cheung....

I think he's cute...who cares eventhou he looks like a 'stick'...he's a talented singer/song-writer and his songs are so nice..

My for-sure-will-pick-song during karaeoke, Hurt So Bad....

Before she ended the night...she came down the stage to shake hands with us....she was so near....and i nearly can shake hands with her before i got squashed by those people from behind until i nearly stumbled on my feet and turned 360degrees on the same spot wtf...

Before she ended the night, she asked one of her fans to get up the stage and sing with her..

And OMG...this guy is so 'memalukan mamalia' lor....not only did he not know how to sing her songs....but he asked whether can he hug her....of coz she said cannot....but he attempted to hug and even kiss her check....but she managed to escape that but stepping a step behind to avoid the harrassment....then she jokingly said that msian fans are very 'yit cheng' (passionate)....this is so damn embarrassing....

Post-concert picture

Eventhou its only 2 hours....but its one good show...will definately go to her concert again \(^ ^)/

I need to get nervous.....

I need to be scared....

even only a bit.....

I need to pretend that tomorrow's mock exam is the actual exam....

So i can fail miserable......

Then i will feel traumatized.....

Then i will only have the motivation to study wtf

But.....

Im not even a bit nervous or scared....

Im still as slumber as before....

Still procastinating as usual....

Still bumming as like i did everyday....

Not even near to finish studying for the subject tomorrow...

Eventhou its only a mock....but im conning myself thats its real and that i R.E.A.L.L.Y need to study for it....coz i cant afford to fail....

And since there is no way i can finish studying by today....

I will be cheating in the exam tomorrow....

By self-declaring its an open book exam wtf

Worst still......

Instead to studying...

Im BLOGGING!!! wtf...